noiz is unable to feel pain due to a medical condition, and its actually something he is very upset about.
he will often put himself in situations where he will get hurt, in the hopes one day he might actually feel something for once.
he's something of a "doomer", often saying any and everything that comes to his mind, which is usually intrusive or depressing thoughts.
he doesn't mean to be a downer, but he is.

often spending time alone with his spouse, NOIZ usually spends his time when he's not at the mall making music and doing drugs to influance his work; his faves are shrooms, ketamine, and weed. although he may be incredibly aloof and apathetic, he is incredibly caring and loving towards his spouse and partner, often taking on a more parental role to them, even though they both work to provide for him.
noiz is incredibly thankful to and for the both of them, and treasures them both deeply.
noiz is the offspring of a kai ken and a demon german shepherd x wolf mix. he was the only one in his litter to show outward demon traits, and as a result, he was immediatly taken in for testing and experimentation.
has blocked out everything from his time there, and cannot remember anything from his experience, which is probably for the best. this taught him that the world is nothing but darkness and hate, nothing but taking advantage of others for personal gain and satisfaction, and as a result, he became a reclusive hermit.
after his time as an experiment, he was eventually adopted by a mormon family the doctor who experimented on him knew. they were incredibly strict with him, and insisted he attend church every single day. things got much more tough, however, once he hit puberty; he began to form breasts. his adoptive parents immediatly took this as a sign "from god" that he was meant to be a girl, and immediatly forced him into dresses instead of a suit.
although he was already questioning his gender and how he felt about himself, and also took it as a "sign" at first, he did not like suddenly being forced into dresses, especially since his chest size was small enough to hide in a suit. he began to harshly and loudly protest with his parents everytime it was time to go to church, stating "I DON'T WANT TO BE A GIRL IF IT MEANS I SUDDENLY HAVE TO WEAR DRESSES AND BE FEMININE; I'M NOT FEMININE". one day, a fight escalated when he was 17, and NOIZ finally decided it was time for him to leave; he packed up all his things in one day, put it all in a moving trailer, and drove away.
he never left the studio apartment he called home. he would have everything he needed, which was very little, delivered to him in his apartment. he wouldn't even let the individual see him, he would command them to leave it by the door and leave, only to see a thin hand reach out from a small crack made in the door and immediatly dart inside and slam the door shut.
as a result of his childhood, he grew to be ashamed of how he looks, as well as the fact he is part demon, and tries everything he can to explain away his demon traits and hide them. he will sometimes wear colored contacts while he's outside so he gets less looks or, if someone eventually does ask, he insists they're just really good contacts and "just so happened to forget where they came from". he's also made a custom mold of "normal" looking teeth to go around his teeth so the colors are not seen.
on top of this shame towards his looks, he also holds shame in his femininity. although he identifies as a lesbian, only behind closed doors is he okay with she/her pronouns. even then, he does not dabble in wearing anything feminine.
the only individuals noiz has ever fully let in are ophelia and jester. meeting ophelia through the internet, they quickly hit it off and eventually met in person, to move in together only a few months later. noiz met jester through ophelia, although he was hesitant at first, and did not want to trust easily, he eventually learned to trust jester, and grew to love them. they're his glue, and help keep him from going off the deepend. he's usually around one or the other, and if not that, it's both of them. their company has deeply helped him, and has taught him how to love again in small ways.